Anyone else feeling empty ?!

Yesterday, i watched our greatest triumph in my lifetime....yes, this one was the first for me, as I was way to young at Istanbul (14)

Today morning i woke up, hungover, not sharp, as I had countless beers, joints, and other stuff last night.

And I thought....NOW WHAT?

I've never felt this empty in my life. Anyone else feeling it? Like I've been looking at photos and videos of last night all day today, but I just feel completely null.

This unchartered territory for me. I'm so not used to winning trophies....we've just won the CHAMPIONS FUCKING LEAGUE...and we're starting next season CL as favourites !!!

I don't know guys....I honestly am not prepared for this. I'm like a deer in the headlights in real life. Hope you guys are coping better.

Much love. We've been through so much together last decade...mostly disappointment. Honestly, no community in GL deserves this moment more than us.

Know some of you personally, some less so....but trhank you for being always supportive. It's all more special because of you guys.

Fighting back tears writing this. Much love. I really don't know how to fell.....

Stop feeling empty, just think of the possibilities that can occur. Just think of the possible dynasty we could build. Just think of the possible premier league trophy we could win and as important just Think about the possibility of being top dogs in England and knocking those mancs off the perch they think they are on.

All them possibilities should fill you up

Nah, I'm just happy we won big for the first time in a long time.

But I'm also not as deeply mentally invested in football as I was a few years ago.

Not Empty, not exuberant (this has something to do with years of heartbreak as well as other stuffs that have taken priority in my life); but strangely calm and content.

I guess/suspect there's a stupid grin plastered in my face for last few days.

I was very very happy mostly because this bunch of players deserved to win together and i established this thought last season during the CL final.

I didn't celebrate as much as I had expected considering the wait of 8 years for a trophy and this being the CL but i think all we want deep down is being champions of the PL

Zagadka wrote:
Today morning i woke up, hungover, not sharp, as I had countless beers, joints, and other stuff last night.

And I thought....NOW WHAT?
I've never felt this empty in my life.

So I take it this was your first time doing coke then?

Curious as to what "other stuff" is as well

El Gunner wrote:Curious as to what "other stuff" is as well

On second reading, since along with the emptiness and sadness Sepi gets sentimental and sends his love to the GL community, I think probably rather than coke it was pills/MDMA.

Typical MDMA comedown the way I recognize it. Synapses have fired out all the dopamin and serotonin they can muster up in a short time, are lacking the capacity to do so in the days after, will need a few days to restore normal balance.

You will be fine Sepi. Sending all the best and much love back to you.
But yes, I know the feeling after such an achievement.
It's time for summer holidays, think about other stuff than football. The interest and suspense will return with the new season. There's still the PL to win